Two o'clock in the god damn eh emm in the terminal watching logfiles scroll up the screen in my terminal, study looked like a bad hackers film, people are not supposed to do this, I should've been asleep, all throughout the next day the sun was shining outside and I should've been doing human shit like making some kinda little structure out of mud for birds while wearing a couple of leaves and instead I'm indoors trying to stop anthropic and facebook and google from bringing down my website, we were put here to be the gardeners of the world but instead I'm trying to outwit nonsense machines made by nonsense people who also should be rolling naked in the fresh spring grass